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The Initiation Of Hannah: How I Ended Up In A Cubicle With Hands Down My Knickers, Review by Jessica

Review: The Initiation of Hannah

Thank you for giving me one of the hottest orgasms I’ve had in ages this morning.

I stumbled upon your IG feed, and I was immediately hooked on your channel by the language and imagery shared there. It really got me hot and bothered, but in a delicious, libidinous way.

I am a lifelong crossdresser in my mid-fifties, married with kids, and definitely living out an unlived life, but too afraid and full of shame to do anything about it. You’ve heard and seen it all before I am sure.

Following a link to your podcast, I binged episode 16 with Suzy Whyte, “Come Into My Closet”, which I found utterly absorbing and which resonated deeply with me in so many ways. It was a very moving interview, and Suzy’s story touched me deeply. I find your voice incredibly powerful and very sexy to listen to, Jenny, but aside from that, you spoke to Suzy in a very emotionally sensitive, compassionate, and respectful tone. Kudos to you for that.

After EP16, I jumped back to EP14, the Helene Noir interview. That got me very hot under the collar indeed!

As a crossdresser/sissy, I try to wear knickers and lingerie under my work clothes every day. Today I am wearing a bikini-style pair of pink knickers, with a satin pink front panel, bow detailing, and pink mesh sides and rear. After listening to EP14, I could already sense something stirring in my knickers.

On my way home from work I started listening to “The Initiation of Hannah”, which, OMFG, is absolutely, loin-stirringly beautiful! Confidential confession time! I only made it halfway through chapter one before I found myself in a toilet, standing with my back against the cubicle door, one hand inside my knickers, well you know. Me listening to your velvety voice, describing the scene unfolding in the club, whilst I fantasised about watching Sasha, Isobel, Ruby, and Hannah from a dark corner of the “School Disco” dance floor.

As an aside, I’ve been to those School Disco nights when they were at Hammersmith Palais. They were pretty wild and fully sexually charged! Unfortunately, I was always dressed as a schoolboy, but I always longed to go dressed as a naughty girl: stockings, suspenders, a pleated skirt, boobs spilling out of my undersized blouse, lips pouting and covered in slut-red gloss.

As your narration got to the point of hands sliding into knickers and nipples being teased, it was too much for me, and the build-up and release caused my knees to buckle and twist, giving me a full-body, tremblingly feminine sensation that left me glowing. I travelled home with a deep internal satisfaction and calmness.

Oh Jenny! What a delicious introduction to your universe. I can’t wait to delve into it and discover more about you, Sasha, Ruby, Hanna and Izobel.

I promise I will send my thoughts on the rest of the story, and no doubt the naughty adventures I get up while listening to your audiobook.

Jessica xx

Want to read more real stories from Jenny’s community? Explore the 2025 Crossdresser Community Survey stories, like Meet Vinny Anna — a UK crossdresser who shares her own intimate journey.

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