Tixxa’s Story
Taken from my latest survey, details redacted and edited for easier reading. Tixxa shares so many feelings that I resonate with, especially around intimacy and play with GG friends.
My name is Tixxa and I am a GenX crossdresser who indulges my fantasies weekly. I love both the emotional security I feel from expressing my feminine persona through how I dress, but I also enjoy the possibilities it creates for very sexy fun that probe my deepest needs, desires and fantasies.
I love black nylons and lace, just like Jenny. Nylons were my route into feminisation – I put my first pair of nylons on aged about 7 and it just felt right. I love lace for both the look and feel too, it screams femininity to me
My first sexual encounter while dressed was with an ex work colleague. I was in my early 30s and she was a little older than me. She was the first person I ever came out to about my cross dressing. She had bi tendencies she had never acted on and was really keen to spend time with me dressed up. I think it was an entry for her to explore how being with a real girl might feel like in a safer way. We had a lot of fun, it felt really normal and comfortable and she was more than happy that our night together resulted in full sex.
I like to dress as a sophisticated office girl, blouse, skirt, pantyhose. I used to exclusively wear heels and black stockings but now I am more likely to choose nude pantyhose and ballet flats. I have embraced wearing a chastity cage, pretty much full time and always when I cross dress in any way – whether going for full feminine presentation or just a little under dressing beneath male attire. I love the added restricted access to my male anatomy, even when I am caged, that comes from wearing pantyhose
I fantasise about being ‘forced’ to fully transition at the direction of one of the real female friends in my life that knows the male me and my cross dressing passion. I imagine they chose the pace of any surgeries and support me living full time as a woman even before any physical transformation or hormone treatment. I long to be used as their submissive and follow their requirements for me totally. This would involve any sexual services they wish me to provide to them or to others of their choosing but the main focus for me is the thrill of knowing I have placed the pace and extent of my journey completely in their hands.
Perhaps the most intense sexual experience when dressed was being pegged by one of my real female friends who I had come out to, and who had confessed a dominant streak to me. It was the first (but certainly not the last time) I have been pegged, both by her and by others, but the first time really sticks out as a milestone in my journey.
Body swap? I would like to body swap with Gillian Anderson – she represents the ideal woman to me, and I would hire shemales and female sex workers to experience pleasure with in a huge group orgy where I was ‘forced’ to do many degrading acts to ‘earn’ my orgasms, including being a human ashtray, a toilet for their piss and an objectified fuck toy for them.
Racheal Belle is the perfect ‘sissy’ to me, I would engage with her in so many perversions, with me fully feminised and caged, so I am frustrated but aroused at the same time. I would want to push her past any limits she feels she has, and fist her, fuck her with a huge strap on and share real cock with her.
Who would I most like to spend intimate time with? It would be with the friend who first pegged me. Although she has reduced the element of sexual activity between us, she still enjoys spending time with me when I am fully feminised. I am always caged in her presence and bringing back an aspect of her using my sexually would be really hot.
What advice would I offer my younger self? Not worry about what other people think and share my need to feminise openly without shame.
Read more kinky crossdresser stories in the 2025 Survey, including Veronica Vile and Stella.
I live for all things feminine—stockings, heels, scarlet nails, and above all, the intoxicating touch of another woman. A translesbian muse and unapologetic hedonist, I share my most divine and wicked misadventures in words and now as a podcaster too. All gurls welcome. You are gorgeous. Just like me. xxx
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