Meet Jessica, a gurl who I appear to have touched, and enjoyed every naughty second of it

Every so often I get a mail from a reader that reminds me of why I do what I do. I asked Jessica if I could share here and she kindly said yes…

Subject line: OMFG!

Hello Jenny,

I felt compelled to message you. I’m sure you get hundreds of messages like this, but I just wanted to drop you a quick note to say thank you for giving me one of the hottest orgasms I’ve had in ages this morning.

I stumbled upon your IG feed, and I was immediately hooked on your channel by the language and imagery shared there. It really got me hot and bothered, but in a delicious, libidinous way.

A brief synopsis of myself: I am a lifelong crossdresser in my mid-fifties, married with kids, and definitely living out an unlived life, but too afraid and full of shame to do anything about it. You’ve heard and seen it all before, I’m sure. Yawn.

So anyway, following a link to your podcast, I binged episode 16 with Suzy Whyte, “Come Into My Closet”, which I found utterly absorbing and which resonated deeply with me in so many ways. It was a very moving interview, and Suzy’s story touched me deeply.

I find your voice incredibly powerful and very sexy to listen to, Jenny, but aside from that, you spoke to Suzy in a very emotionally sensitive, compassionate, and respectful tone. Kudos to you for that.

After EP16, I jumped back to EP14, the Helene Noir interview. That got me very hot under the collar indeed!

I hope I’m not being too forward, and that you don’t mind me sharing this little detail with you, but as a crossdresser/sissy, I try to wear knickers and lingerie under my work clothes every day. Today I am wearing a bikini-style pair of pink knickers, with a satin pink front panel, bow detailing, and pink mesh sides and rear. After listening to EP14, I could already sense a naughty, sticky dampness forming against the satin of my underwear.

Then, on my way home from work (I’m a shift worker), I started listening to “The Initiation of Hannah”, which, OMFG, is absolutely, loin-stirringly beautiful!

Confidential confession time: I only made it halfway through chapter one before I found myself in a toilet, standing with my back against the cubicle door, one hand inside my knickers, “rubbing one out” (that’s how I like to experience my orgasms these days), and the other pinching and pulling my nipple, making my breathing short and heavy. Me listening to your velvety voice, describing the scene unfolding in the club, whilst I fantasised about watching Sasha, Isobel, Ruby, and Hannah from a dark corner of the “School Disco” dance floor.

As an aside, I’ve been to those School Disco nights when they were at Hammersmith Palais. They were pretty wild and fully sexually charged! Unfortunately, I was always dressed as a schoolboy, but I always longed to go dressed as a naughty girl: stockings, suspenders, a pleated skirt, boobs spilling out of my undersized blouse, lips pouting and covered in slut-red gloss.

As your narration got to the point of hands lasciviously sliding into knickers and nipples being teased, it was too much for me, and the build-up and release of my girl juice splashed onto my fingers and onto the pink satin in a desperate rush. It caused my knees to buckle and twist, and left me experiencing a full-body, tremblingly feminine sensation that left me glowing. I then had to get back on a train & travel home with wet knickers, but an internal satisfaction and calmness.

Oh Jenny! What a delicious introduction to your universe. I can’t wait to delve into it and discover more about you.

Thank you – for a wonderful discovery and experience. It’s lovely to meet you.

Jessica xx